Conner Harrington's Final Thought?

After my first attempt, I'm lucky to be alive. But am I lucky enough to live with the suicidal thoughts that live in my mind? You decide. You have all become the death of me...
Meaning; if I die... it's all for the love of you.
As always...

How does it feel, to know you're killing me?

It's probably best that I just keep my mouth shut.