What The Future Holds

I hope your fiance enjoys the future I once longed for
Ask him, how it feel to have my future
He kisses it
He caresses it
And I’m just missing it…
I want my life back
I need to live again
He’s holding the world in his hands
Because he holds you in his hand
Why is my life being lived by somebody else?
Why is (y)our life with somebody else?
My day is his day
I am who he’s pretending to be
Me
I loved you first
Don’t I deserve to be the one serving your thirst?
What’s worse is…
I’ve imagined my life with you
I’ve watched you grow into my bride
But your groom just bloomed out of the blue…
How does it feel to be loved by two?
How does it feel to know you love me too?
Tell him you’re infactuated with me
Tell him I am your fantasy
Or the person you wish to see or be with
Stare into his eyes and deeply find me inside
Give him the lies his heart desires
I’m stuck in the past
Because without my future
I have no future
What does the future hold?
When the future is being held by someone else…
There is no movement
Just a living room
Room for improvement
But living ain’t improving
It’s just time consuming
You’re the crucifix of which I died on
So I die along with the love I died on
Is the time wrong?

~TuxedoMask~