Spirit Quest Journey

I just literally edited 70% of the content that was originally in this blog post out, and placed it safely in my drafts. I fear I’m revealing way too much, too soon. So I need to watch what I say, considering that’s all YOU (the watcher) do…

Have you ever found yourself placed in a position where you feel so distant and lost, searching for answers and wandering around carelessly, not knowing what to do with yourself, with no desire to interact with any source of media entertainment, but yet seeking for something ‘infinitely interesting’ to happen, waiting for a certain significant other to contact you out of the blue? Because the experience/company the corporate media provide isn’t anything close enough to the feeling of the knowing thought you are being thought of by the woman swimming in your current thoughts...
So you take a shower, to brainwash the delusioned intuition. And to also feel surrounded by some sort of comfort and warmth that your body feens for… just to remind you what it’s like to be wrapped up in her arms…

I’m contemplating deactivating Facebook again. I’m hesitant of actually logging in now, in case I feel/read any kind or form of rejection. So I’m trying to stay as distant as you keep me. At arms length… until, you open up to me again.
And I fear I may have just discovered something potentially cancerous, which has me scouring the web for hopeful answers that rejects the possibility, but I’ve yet to read anything that denies why it couldn’t be…
So now, do I consider having it checked out? One does oneder…

No typo.

I feel like this blog is complete, and I don’t have to EVER post anything in here again. I think I have said everything I have wanted to say. So… time to harvest. In a cosmic manner, of course…

Hmm. It’s so quiet here, with only yourself to listen to…

*signing out*



~CosmicHarvest~