Unfortunate Fortune Cookie (Jar of Broken Promises)
Apparently, according to others we're in a relationship and we're keeping our relationship secret. Is it so secret, that I even kept it from myself? And I just continue to remain tight lipped on the situation and let others continue to believe what they want to believe. I'm not into crushing other people's dreams. Even my very own, you know? Only my crush can crush me. And she's doing a very good job at it. As if she cares to notice...
But I haven't been visually attractive for a while, maybe I should change my outward appearance. But who's watching?... Exactly.
It's such a delicate subject that I refuse to speak on the latter, and yet I keep dancing around the matter, without getting closely intimate in detail.
Maybe everybody got right, maybe I got it wrong. Maybe I was being "used", and maybe my 'problem' is that "I'm way too nice", but... I prefer to ignore their advice, and believe in something else. Or am I foolishly holding out for something that simply doesn't exist?
But what do I know about anything, right? I lack intelligence. And I just continue to play dumb...
Sense has become so common to me, that people can sense I have no common sense, and in sense it's true... commonness doesn't exist in mine.
"And I feel like I'm nothing without, nothing without you..." the she who's pondering where the 'you' is located as she reads this. And I wonder too, but most painfully, I know where you are not...
"This situation is thicker than water..."
- Professor C. Layton (or someone of the sort.)
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