Morning/Mourning Confusion

Gloomy fog cloud of emptiness filling the air with coldness inside as loneliness thoughts that enter my mind echoes through my eyes.
Hugging myself under the covers hoping for a lover to find me... and creep into the sheets to just lie beside me. I want to feel wanted or needed with an honest reason. Promise not to change colours through each season and leave me with lost and confused feelings..
I'm still mourning over the loss of what was most important. Waiting for the sun to rise, to begin warming the next morning...
Tired lines lay beneath my eyes as the heavy weight of sadness rests on my eyelids. I struggle to open my eyes as wide as my untruthful smile is, that's lying with unforgiving kindness.



"If I die tonight, where will you be? With a tear in my eye, what will you see? You don't know the sadness of a joker..."