Early Winter

I warmed up to her comfort as the sun frosted over in discomfort and winter arrived earlier than expected, ever since my hearts confessed love was rejected in coldness… and my loneliness soul froze over… It still feels like I’m carrying the hurt of October on my shoulders…
The ice in my eyes, are melting away in the deepest ocean… as your smiles are laughing in a way, I can’t say… with no emotion.
I’m broken. My heart can not be opened…
Melt my heart and the door will always be open…
You were once so colourful, now your colours are changing colour in every shade of grey…
Coloured full in every dull colour possible…
Please, just sail away… the painful thoughts of you arising through the sound waves in my brain are sinking in vain…
Why can’t I just wave you away? I faded away to hibernate… Why can’t you do the same?



"The sun's getting cold, It's snowing. It looks like an Early Winter for us.... It hurts & I can't remember sunlight..."