Jennyphobia.

I had a dream last night, I regrettably left you for a moment in the arms of a stranger. And you placed your lips upon the unknown, hoping this anonymous person would turn out to be me, but I wasn't there. Although, I was watching behind the scenes… and you glanced over his shoulder to notice me witness it all. And as I tried to escape the events I just witnessed, you spiritually created a wall of defence, a diversion if you will, to stop me from leaving. But before I could even set a path beyond your existence, the entity of the love you professed lifted a impenetrable wall of electric velvet that glistened in the reflection of sunlight, and the ground generated bubbles in the shape of love hearts passing through this tunnel of water erecting skywards. And as I stood and stared in silence, at this beautiful distraction, I was oblivious to the rainbow (fabricated by fallen tears) I left behind, leading to my location. Before I could make sense of it all, you caught up to me, but I was too upset to make a decision. I just wanted you to make it all for me, before you leave before me…

And as I awoke, I recognised the familiar sensation that remained as an aftertaste, and the stain of your frame remained with such disdain.

But I think I may now have a better understanding/idea of what it all means…

I wasn't supposed to go this far… and I never know when to stop, until it's too late.

Can you hand me back, when you're done with me? thanks.


- from the laptop of...